(originally posted on 2017-04-09 | 10:52:18)
 
Good morning.
 
I couldn’t get up in the morning,
maybe because of the rain.
 
I’ve been struggling with breathlessness and fatigue these days. 
I’m trying to control through trial and error.
 
It looks lumps are getting bigger around the body.
 
So, I am thinking of the words from someone who’s also suffering for the same;
“Never get defeated even if your cancer blooms when flowers awake in spring.”
 
It’s normal that we have spring and winter.
Stay calm for a loooong looooong time.
 
When I feel uneasy,  
I try to tell myself, “I’ll be fine” with my hands on the thymus.
This is my original therapy.  
 
I’ve been getting support from everyone, including my older sister’s friend, everyday.  Thanks for the massage with their kind hands on my head, shoulder and back, I feel reassured.  
 
Human hands have so much power.
It is mysterious but I appreciate it.