(originally posted on 2017-05-13|20:00:15)
Drinking soymilk cocoa is my favorite these days.
I order it without ice,
and enjoy it bit by bit, taking all day.
I order it without ice,
and enjoy it bit by bit, taking all day.
A giant owl on the towel that my mother put on my bed.
And here is the Reika’s drawing J
I am so impressed by my older sister’s massage technique.
It is so comfy. Wondering how she mastered this..
And she never stops.
I slip off to sleep,
but she keeps giving me a massage when I wake up.
Last night,
I was feeling a fear of losing my abilities to do things.
I was feeling a fear of losing my abilities to do things.
I said,
“I can’t do anything without your help.
All I can do after going back home would be just to give you all extra troubles.”
And she goes,
“It’s okay--. Nothing makes us happier than being with you, Mao chan.
All you need to do for us is just to stay alive.
It’s totally fine as long as you are here. Do nothing.”
But I am a mother…, which makes me feel tightness in my chest.
My daughter’s drawing.
I am the right one.
The middle one is herself.
The little one is Kangen.
And the one with the skirt is Daddy.
She said,
“Mummy is always warm and shining so she has a golden ball on her head.”
When she thinks of me, she doesn’t picture a sick mother, which is my relief.
I am really grateful to everyone.
Really appreciate all their support.